i cant help that i am super angry all the time
super ridiculous crabby fuckitty fuck fuck


I ENVISIONED MORE WITH LIFE


why am i not living it?
why am i so shy?
why do i see from the horrible horrible points of views as well as my own- then while in the company of said holders of horrible points of views attempt to find areas of overlap between us or to bend and twist my way and words to fit into their fucking sick boxes?


WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE?!

blady bla bla bla.

by the way- there are fucking ants all over my house. fuck them. them and the big spider that wont leave my front yard. brad just walked into his massive web for the millionth time cause the bastard keeps making them as big as a door. every time i think of ways to kill him, i cant find him. brad says he has a plan- but fuck- that spider is still pimpen out on my porch!


i had an amazing day with my family fri/sat. mostly saturday. spent the whole day at the great get together. ate too much, drank too much, too much sun, not enough sitting... it was awesome.

LAINE. i had a belgium waffle on a stick for you. it was scrumptious and messy delicious. no pinatas or food poisoning involved. just pretend that is how your last few days was. forget reality.

my allergies kicked my ass and then some on sat/sun/mon. i had to call in sick on my day of extra pay and much dinero! fuck allergies. then i had to buy expensive bitch ass medicine. i took that this morning and my cognative abilities didnt even improve until about 2 or 3 hours ago.

i was supposed to drive back to school at 7 tonight so i could make it for my 9pm meeting... but since im not feeling too hot i didnt accomplish ANYTHING this weekend and so i am sleeping at home tonight and leaving @ 7am instead to make it to my 9am class. a 12 hour delay of air conditioning and comfort.


well motherfuckers i am feeling a little better knowing that although jack shit was 'accomplished' for my school life this weekend, i was able to party, be sick, then relax all very happily with my family [and coworkers on sun].



you know what is making me feel better about school?
in the end... if i dont like it- FUCK IT.

i dont care if it takes me an extra semester cause credits dont transfer- i will switch schools to make me happy!

damn it.


MOTHER FUCKERS.

now- here are a few random pieces out of my faves that are too fucking awesome.
FUCKING AWESOME GO FUCKING LOOK AT THEM OR DIE IN A FIRE!